Since journals are now just shoutboxes with a topic anyway

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Me:
I'm an Australian kid studying music at University. Music has been a part of my life since I was in year 3 or 4, when I started piano lessons. Initially enthusiastic about the piano and then quickly spiteful of anything that pulled me away from the legend of zelda: majora's mask, my love for music slowly grew and my passion intensified and continues to do so to this day. Every day I grow more and more in love with music. I've performed numerous choral works in large church choirs (though I am not religious I find any inspired work to be inspiring) including Mozart's Requiem and Handel's Messiah, I've played bass and guitar and sung in rock/blues bands, I've continued to play piano for the last 9-10 years, I played trumpet for 3 years in a concert band, I've composed pieces of music and written essays on music.

Music and my girlfriend mean more than anything to me. Debussy said "Let us at all costs preserve this magic peculiar to music, since of all the arts it is most susceptible to magic." I forget what he was talking about but I really like that quote. I don't have a quote about my girlfriend.

I'm also really into film. I consider music to be the best art form when it comes to emotion and I consider film to be the best art form when it comes to story-telling. Sure, books are swell, but I find the combination of images, text and music more evocative than literature. I'm sure a lot of people would disagree with me, and I'm sure a lot of people would disagree with me because it isn't fashionable to diss books. I do read, it's just that I enjoy film more. My favourite director is probably Wes Anderson.

I dabble in video games, comic books and Japanese media and actually Asian cinema really. When I say I dabble I mean that I really like all three of those but so many fans of them seem to be such elitist obsessive kids with encyclopedic knowledge of the topics and insultingly strong value opinions about them that I don't like to admit I like them on the internet. I like talking about them in real life when I can learn more about the topics from real people, but I often get the feeling that those real people would not give me the time of day on the internet. I am currently playing Lego Star Wars II. It is the best game ever. I also found Portal to be extremely enjoyable and very well made. My favourite comic books are Hard Boiled, Ronin, The Dark Knight Returns and Akira. My favourite Asian movies are Zatoichi, Ichi the Killer, The Lone Wolf and Cub movies, The Revenge Trilogy and Kurosawa's movies.

I've only talked about media, and that's a bit depressing. In my life at the moment my girlfriend makes up most of my social life. We spent probably 12 hours a day together on average. Maybe more actually. I find that after high school I've been growing further and further away from my friends, and I've been forced to tackle the difficult idea that maybe most of my friendships were formed out of ease of access rather than true interest in one another and companionship. This is especially true of my best friend in highschool who I still considered my best friend in the world until about a month ago. This is upsetting, but I've come to accept it.

I recently overcame my fear of death, which is pretty sweet I guess and probably fairly corny sounding, but fuck you.

There is a small history of schizophrenia in my family and a few years ago when I was smoking too much pot I started maybe exhibiting symptoms suggesting that I might be heading the same way. That sounds a bit dramatic, but it was enough to make me stop smoking pot. Basically I suffered from some paranoid delusions, and I still do a bit from time to time. I still find myself avoiding spending time in my room and occasionally staying in my room with the light turned off watching my neighbours activities, trying to figure out if they are watching/filming/listening to me in my room and occasionally stressing out and thinking that they know that I know and that they will break into my house and kill/kidnap me/my family. When I start thinking about sleeping with a knife under my pillow I realise what I'm doing and try to ignore the fact that 20 seconds after I turned my light on the neighbours light came on too.

As far as my future career goes, I'm really not thinking about it. My future plans are basically to stay in University for as long as I can and to study for as long as it is still interesting and compelling. I would like to get good enough marks to do honors in 3 years time and then either masters or jump straight into doing a ph.d.

I'm a bit of an asshole in real life but only to my friends. I'm good looking and I know I'm good looking. Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror for some time. I dress like an indie kid, but I hate the indie scene, but I have plenty of "friends" who are a part of it. I hate clubs, I like pubs. I think the blog "Stuff White People Like" is pretty funny, but it often embarrasses me by making me aware of my own silliness, especially a certain comment they made about layered jackets and scarfs. I always wear a hoodie with another jacket. It is a firemans jacket, I've never seen anyone wearing it, and that's why I wear it, and that is pretty stupid but at least it makes me easy to recognise.

That's all I've got. I'm so glad I condensed my life into this journal.

how many dicks can you eat

fuck fuck this is insanity why would the real wingus come back who fuckin care sth is i sthe rael wingus this is the ral shit let me break it down for you courtensy of DEADDOGLOVER the one and only i am up in this mah you fucking chumps

~~ a history ~~

in 2005 we had this BIGSEXYSHAQ shit plaguing th e airvaewaves and then CLOSEDMOUTH suckin mad dick how bout that he was always up in there whwen suddenly WINGUS steps on the scene with the g-dog god DEADDOGLOVER and they fohuhht for justice and allah

then game along in 2006 bahfucking BENLADEN that cunt that sucnse that song of a gun we had to apaease him since we asrre in the gasame legion together IT'S ALL ABOUT SHIT MUSIC where we even sucked mad JONNO123 cock like a vuckn dumpster slut wel

in 21007 we anounced the legion ANTI-METAL where benladen was not to take part and tfrom then on tensions rose and also wie hated ANTICON those fuckin white fags well so benladen waorships anticon like pyramids as well as fuckin BLACK MOTH SUPER RAINBOW and MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE what the fuck is this shit long band names EXTRAORDINARY BAND NAMES shit off you plagueing casunting puwehtne UNINTERPRETATIVE: NO! had steppedo nt he scene earlier and we didnt tell BENLADEN how bad it was we kina talkd about it behind his back: ""hahahaha that fuck benladen is so shit at making" ahjd then we told JONNO123 to shove ab rick in it so we spamflooded the cunt out of IT'S ALL ABOUT SHIR MUSIC and thenj crybaby FNTS was like ''''oh goo hoo hoo i love discussions social music revolucion please fix the forum'''''''' and so we got mad banned and rest in peace GHOULDAG ou ae my best firend wel

2008 was the year where all hostirilies were finally rising to a like a hotpot boilin when BENLARDEN decadented to ruin LASTFM.SCRIBBLEWIKI.ORG as devaised by our best friend CHRIGDOWN and so we habd some plot scheme against benladen to shframe him i think ti fel thuryjhjopado**words deleted by wingus you can't watch this-NO deaddoglover give me back the keybaord I wont have you *** aaa a l HAHAH WINGUS IS DEAD I WILL BRAINFUCK ANY DUNLOP IN THIS MESS BUT SO I digress I was Ben;aden made a journal in about how to inflate his own ego wergo sum and we dotld no WINGUS told him to fuck the fuk off that nobody cares you can read about it all http://ls.astfm/user//Beniaden

we,, wen the tension grw and tfew and factions were formed, DEADDOGLOVER sided with WINGUS wheile HIFYFPSMATER sided with BENLADEN(fag) so in here we see the fiddsa dj amico rest in peace


and then Benladen dessapired from LATSTM.FM for a while unti lthe day he returned as SLICKERCHICK and braoke WINGUS heart because

as it turns out

WINGUs was jking all along it was not serious he said to me in my ear he said





</quote>ruin the lastfm wiki[/'qoote[]






and we realise that WINGUs was the perpretar all along he did it!!!! fuckwingus!!!!!!!!!!



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Ben I want to be your friend again

Benladen has decided he doesn't want to reconcile.

I realised I was wrong but he refuses to fraternise with me on this website anymore.

For those of you wondering, he is now active at the following user page: slickerchick as a troll account.

I hope he one day realises the mistake he has made.







done







For good.

Where is Benladen?

Has he finally given in?

Has he finally realised that he was wrong?

Benladen has probably realised that he was wrong, that Last.fm is a culture and that his actions were immature and uncalled for.

All that remains to be addressed is apology. Benladen, fucking get back on Last.fm and say sorry. That's all you need to do to end this shit that you started. Just say sorry. Be a man.

I'd like to thank the following people for supporting me during these rough-n-tough times:

- DDL, my brother, my friend, my respect, rest in peace, I love you (no homo)
- *80)Paul Himself*80) for all the inspiration
- TheJunner, you was always there for me, even as a fuckin fencesitting faggot, much respect
- castle closedmouth, spending his time and money with me during the coldest winters, respect due, stay chiseled
- every baller out there with ilovecharts support in their Last.fm signatures including AppleKabukiSuri, and, the rest
- homies Aurist-, MissAntonia, lukejonesyes, Dedalus, Prejjerdiced, Cagnazzo, all the bests, all the best to you, my love

And a special message to HiffySpamster: I hope we can reconciliate my brother, even if you still love Benladen aka faggot of the year

And a special message to ChrisDown: I hope we can rebuild my brother, what a beautiful thing wikis are

Join me in war, many will live, many will mourn
Money over bullshit, pistols over brawn
Afraid not of none of you cowards but of my own strength
Afraid not of none of you cowards but of my own strength
R.I.P. D-L-Delvin, MissAntonia, and the anonymous soldiers of the Last.fm war

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